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撐學生...
永遠是看一些不知到是說什麼的戲才會令到自已想得很多....

例如:

what is theatre?
what is art?
what is creation?
what is freedom of expression?

但...
導演說得對.
香港must have more creative space for artists to express themselves...
and there is always a place for the arts in our lives.
because it helps us reflect on humanity and the meaning of our lives.
+ 劇場是冇對或錯的.
art is free.
加上,看見妳那麼enjoy做呢個戲... 真是開心.
Vicgina,加油喔! keep on good show!

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青春

今晚個戲係講青春嘅.

時間過得很快...
講下講下自己越來越近三長野...
第一年出來教果班Form1下年都升Form5喇.
由其是呢,
今個禮拜番St.Ant教course,
果班女suggest用VitaminC隻friends forever做我地musical其中一隻歌...
請留意歌詞:

"And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25..."

即刻驚左一驚...
我嘅25歲...以經過左喇.

so, who am i?
and what have i done?
have i used my God given life fruitfully??? 

i reflect more about this nowadays, because
今年是我咁大女個要面對最多死亡的一年...
老的有,嫩的也有...
生命,真係可以眨下眼就冇左...

所以特別開始覺得,
有想做嘅野,就要去做. 

今晚個戲比較印象深刻的是一個女仔的monologue,
話題是"這個夏天我想..." 
她說的真是不經過濾 e.g.  這個夏天我想叫楊貴妃同我一齊去瘦身 / 這個夏天我想喺巴黎鐵塔底下同男仔濕吻 etc etc..

at first instinct, it sounded a little wild to me... or even a little silly...
then i reflected... maybe it's because i was brought up by two very proper teachers to be a very proper girl...
my whole life, i've been proper.

我真係完全冇反叛過.

回想,
我人生最反叛的行為是22歲果時用左千幾蚊去考基準... 
仲要考左個Level4+Certificate番黎tim... 
真的是很健康的rebellion喔...
but...
點解我覺得自己好似冇青春過咁嘅??????

咁...

剛剛turn 26的我...
numbers wise, 只剩下一點點青春的我...
我想點呢?
我又為什麼活著呢? 
我在追些什麼呢?
我團火又為d咩野燃燒呢?? 

"我(又)想(做到d咩呢?)..." 

我想日日都有機會笑到肚痛(今日以經做左...）
我想喺BPS創作有western/chinese instrument crossover band 嘅 theatre piece.
我想好似LadyGaga咁OUTRAGEOUS&WILD,for once 唔理人地覺得自己係點.
我想不停咁用Beyonce黑人腔去唱歌...better yet,當自已係黑人.yo.
我想可以繼續balance到夢想與現實. 
我想繼續青春落去 and stay lauda all the time.
我想自己一個去日本旅行住民宿&maybe sometimes同幾個朋友去旅行.
我想番澳洲行下.
我想有d私人空間.
I wanna be silly.
I wanna have the freedom to be my own person, not your vision of who you want me to be. 

I wanna just live, and be the best that i can be.

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so.
yeah.
人生好短.生活吧.活在當下.
life is short. live it up. 

!青春萬歲!

成日唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌唱歌

好HIGH呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!